Ambiguity and Anonymity

Is it normal to feel this way?

Confused, undecided and in a state of uncertainty

The forbidden fruit is always the sweetest. But once you have the chance to actually taste it, u just plainly don’t want to. There’s no longer that thrill u had from chasing after it.

I’m starting to have second thoughts.

Why is that so?

Dear God,

Show me the straight path. Show me right from wrong.

And whatever decisions I make in the future, may they please be good ones?

Ameen.