Ambiguity and Anonymity

Is it normal to feel this way?
Confused, undecided and in a state of uncertainty
The forbidden fruit is always the sweetest. But once you have the chance to actually taste it, u just plainly don’t want to. There’s no longer that thrill u had from chasing after it.

I’m starting to have second thoughts.
Why is that so?

Dear God,
Show me the straight path. Show me right from wrong.
And whatever decisions I make in the future, may they please be good ones?
Ameen.

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